cat damned me

another attempt.. albeit with full gusto this time but no remarkable change in the result. It is disappointing at first but in introspection, i know i'll crack it next time. But who has the time? not me!! At the first opportunity available i'm bailing out of this company. Its not about mistreatment or lack of treatment or that matter, the job is challenging and exciting, the money is not, at least not at this stage. i've reached the point where enough is enough, the job is a fatigue now, the sheen of enthusiasm has worn off now; leaving behind a dull aftertaste. The planned homestay isn't proving to be much fruitful either, the long distance(rather short distance - long time) travelling is depressing to say the least. i'll start getting seat sores soon :)
Here's hoping i manage to get a few calls.. seems a remote possibility after 2 disasters in the wake but hope lives on n propels me to be optimistic, lets see if it helps.
yappa ho!!

bangalore tamasha

bangalore is choked.. same way u would be if a thousand cars were thrust down ur throat.
The average rate of new car showrooms opening here since dussehra is almost one per day.
This is the season for buying new, even at the cost of splurging everything u have.. new cars ar being bought a dime a dozen; end result...nerve wracking jams. So, what are our city/state administrators doing to tackle this?
They are fighting with the governor, whats the issue one may ask..well its about he keeping them waiting outside his house for an hour coz he didn't want them to form the government. A very serious charge.. should be penalized with a death sentence they felt.
By the precedents they have set, the last govenment is least bothered about the junta's welfare, all they want is to stay in power and for god knows what (apart from the obvious). This hardanahali clan is sucking everything out of this state, all the dream sheen that made it the hub for all(mostly) commercial activities in the country, is a dreaded place now. People from other parts of the country are amazed to see the way we live in this city now.. time fof the govt to do something drastic is what they're all saying, but wait where's the govt? al political parties just poaching each others workers, playing dirty class politics, the state/its welfare is poor incentive for them. All the bangloreans can do is express disgust at the city conditions but again next year select the same people to play out their games again n again. Thats the sob story of our country right now, with no better alternative available, we are either forced to choose between the bad or evil or not choose at all.
god bless us all

damn the billi

ah! just two weeks.. fate of a hundred thousands in india hangs in the balance, more of a matter of life n death for some.. behold!! the CAT cometh.
I sometimes regret my decision of waiting so long to get into an MBA course. Why is that?
Maybe coz i thought i wasn't ready or i wanted to put up with the job for some more time or i can come up with thousand other excuses, but whats the catalyst thats pushing me now to go for it? Guess its peer pressure or just plain boredom from the job, cud be the money factor too. Its quite plain now that i dont have the answers, wonder what i'll write in my SOP. i got to figure out a solid reason for doing an MBA, the cliche about the proverbial glass ceiling doesn't work anymore. It simply wore out of fashion. I hate fashion sometimes, everything goes obsoltete so soon. catching up is a pain, bad enuff i dont know what i'll be doing some years from now.People like me are made for a sarkari job albeit with a twist. i get bored soon.
Enough for the time being, got some catching up to do